So the ironing is all finished and put away. You know I don't really mind the actual ironing itself, its the putting away of the clothes I hate... You know have to find coat hangers and space in the cupboards and I never can remember which drawer is for what... But hey at least its done now.... :)
I never did say just how high my calcium was, so just so you know how high we are talking about the normal is 40 and mine was 347... Now that's high... No wonder I was a walking mummified zombie.. Calcium wrapped around my tissues.. So I had what they call a 3x spiritual defensiveness shell... Well wrapped up I was...
But you know I was thinking earlier, I used to say to people " I'm so tired" and they would reply " ah yeah me too" yawn... But did they get how tired I actually was. I mean I was so tired it almost felt like pain. And some days I would wish it was pain, at least then I could slip in a paracetamol when no one was looking and the pain would go away. Can you quantify the tiredness? You know how do you communicate with someone the extent of your tiredness? Do you just accept tiredness is tiredness and get on with your day? NO WAY... read on its for your own good.... :)
You know what I mean about the pain right? Only someone who is as tired as that feels it...
And it did feel like pain and some days were worse than others. Some days I would break down in tears in the store room at the back of the shop. I would hold the fecking tears in for as long as I could but some days they came flooding out like a big fecking river!
On occasion someone would witness the outburst and all I could tell them was " I'm Sick of Feeling Tired"....and pulling my hair out!
( thank god I didn't pull it all out Ha ) I'm Tired of Feeling Sick..
You know humans are amazing machines. We can function even though we don't have the top class fuel we need to obtain our optimum health and vitality. We function on lesser quality fuel, IE toxic metals such as mercury, lead, aluminium, copper and many others. The body replaces vital minerals with these toxic metals in order to function. So function you will but you may be doing it very baldy.. Just like me, functioning but only just!
And I think I am very grateful for all that calcium because as bad as it was to be so high,I think I probably needed it to hold me up. Remember the shell thing and the spiritual defensiveness.. I created the calcium to hold me up and for protection (remember the bunker analogy) At least I think that what was happening ...
And so as the shell comes down so do the barriers and that's hard too, because you feel stripped I guess. Or at least I think that's how it felt, you become more sensitive to your surroundings and it takes a bit of getting used to. But hey having energy is not a bad price to pay for losing your shell... Id give mine away any day. :)
And so lets go on and explore the other minerals in the hair analysis.... My sodium was 13 that's low, it should be around 25 and my potassium was also low at 5 it should be around 10..
So what dose that mean you ask, well I'll tell you... Sodium is a dissolving element in a persons life. Like magnesium, it is energetic and bright, but it can be aggressive and destructive in excess. When deficient (like mine was) it is tired and burned out... No sh..it! Who would have thought my sodium was low and so I'm fecking burned out and tired. No doctor would believe that right. But it makes sense! At least it dose to me and I'm the one who is living proof that if you start to change the balance you can feel better, have more energy, look younger (well I think I look younger anyway ) and most of all feel good about yourself!
And what about potassium? Well potassium is a intimately involved in the thyroid gland and it also has to do with adrenal activity. Potassium is soft, solubilising and is associated with making an effort and holding on tight. Boy was I making an effort, I made an effort every day to get out of bed and I made an even bigger effort to stay out of it. And as for holing on, well I think I was holding on for my life.
You know what its like to have to pull yourself out of bed every single day. How bad it makes you feel when you here that alarm go off. And why do you feel so bad, because your tired that's why. If you are like me you are sick of feeling tired and tired of feeling sick!
So symptoms of low potassium are, tired but pushing oneself, perhaps depressed and exhausted and unbalanced and often low blood sugar! Sound familiar? I didn't make this up, this is all in Dr Wilson's book, Nutritional Balancing and Hair Mineral Analysis. My hair analysis was so accurate I found it absolutely amazing.. For the first time I was beginning to see why I was feeling so tired! I wasn't mad! And that's another thing some doctors will try to make you believe its all in your head.. Show them this article! Its far from your head. Well its in your head but its not all in your head. You know what I mean... :)
So my calcium is high and my potassium is low and my calcium/potassium ratio is 69.40 . An ideal ratio is 4.00... Calcium/potassium ratio is known as the thyroid ratio and mine was operating 1735% outside the ideal ratio. The further away you are from the ratio the more under active your thyroid is. But hang on a minute I had all the blood work done and my Doc said, "your thyroid function is normal" with a big smile on her face. NORMAL, would you call that normal? That's the trouble with blood tests, how do they know what
your normal is? Just because your not outside the "normal" range doesn't mean that your thyroid isn't functioning properly at a cellular level.
So no wonder I was wrecked, high calcium, low magnesium, low sodium and low potassium.. Phew I was a wreck...
The causes for low potassium can be many including, stress and emotional upset, (well I had my fair share of both) nutritional depletion, autonomic nervous system imbalances and the prevalence of iodine antagonists. ( I will talk about that later)
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Another ratio to look at is the sodium/magnesium ratio mine was 0.87 another very low ratio the ideal being 4.17. The sodium/magnesium ratio is known as the Adrenal ratio I was operating at 21% of the ideal. So my adrenal were only a quarter functional. They were flat out wrecked too! And guess what a low ratio is associated with fatigue, perhaps low blood sugar, low blood pressure, low body temperature, sweet cravings and salt cravings, and boy did I have salt cravings, salted peanuts by the big bag full....
One more ratio to look at tonight, it is indicated when the calcium/magnesium ratio is high and the potassium is low.. Just like mine...
This is called stress from within and without.... Boy was I stressed, it was coming at me at all angles... In the book it says this usually occurs in more spiritually minded people who are trying to fit in with family, friends, school or society. It can occur as early as teenage years or even younger in some cases. It is caused from pushing oneself when either an attitude or lifestyle situation is not being helpful and it not working well. It is an important need to move on pattern.
And so I moved on and on and on ... All good and a road to healing that I am glad I took... :) :)
Night all sleep well, and remember there is a chance for you to improve your energy. I know

trust me... I did it so can you...
:)